Wading (selections)
Last night I dreamt we had sex (again). You were a Tiktok dance
and I, a vine compilation,
laughing at something I didn’t understand. It felt more like
a JOI,
and the instructions were in Spanish.
I dragged myself from bed only to find
I had taken a pillow in each hand,
walking through the nightmare
and wading through a reflection pool.
October 11th 2020
If I knew a girl like you
I’d tuck her in
Have recess for dinner
And make Hamentashen
with her folds
for dessert
bark for hours at nothing
about everything too hard
to articulate
Break my skull on the wall
Radiating
Gyrating
Deriving tension
In the left aorta
In the right corner of the clavicle
Use dead sea scrolls
as bandages
for blisters never treated…
Kneeling and praying
for a sign that my love is not wrong
my truth is not empty
and my star is not dying
If I knew a girl like you
I’d stuff my face with it
I’d say I’m full
And I’d ask for seconds